Tem coisas que nem o tempo cura. Uma dessas coisas é a perda. Bem sei o que essa palavra significa! Perda de avós, avôs, bisa, 2 tias-avós, melhores amigos, o lugar em que passei minha infância, cachorra... Sei, nada é para sempre, mas acha que para uma pessoa de 14 anos perder mais de 8 pessoas, isso é uma coisa difícil de ser cicatrizada.
Acabo de perder mais um ser importante (ou seria, não sei) na minha vida. Sim, é a Maggie. Ela está muito doente e resolvemos devolver-la para não ter pioras. Fiz bem? Fiz mal? Não sei, fiz o que meu coração já tão hábil com perdas me mandou fazer. Ela vai embora no máximo amanhã... Não sei mais nada.


A vida segue...



Artist: Coldplay
Song: Trouble
Oh no,
I see a spiderweb has found its way to me,
And I lost my head,
because of all the stupid things I said
Oh no, what's this?
A spiderweb and I'm caught in the middle
And I turn to run,
i thought of all the stupid things I've done

Oh, I never meant to cause you trouble,
Yeah I never meant to do you wrong
Yeah if I ever caused you trouble
Oh I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no, I see, a spiderweb
and there's gonna be trouble
So I twist and turn,
sitting here in my little bubble
I'll be singing out...

Oh, I never meant to cause you trouble,
Yeah I never meant to do you wrong
Yeah if I ever caused you trouble
Oh I never meant to do you harm

And they spun a web for me,
And they spun a web for me,
And they spun a web for me...


Look at the stars,
look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow

I came along,
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called 'yellow'

So then I took my turn,
oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin,
oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know, you know I love you so
You know I love you so...

I swam across,
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin,
oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know for you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry...

It's true, look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do